5 posts tagged “vox”

feel stupid... but i came running back here... just for a bit... or awhile... i'm coming back because or hard times at the other blog site...

i'm kind of hurt right now

Kiwi

well... this is a first... i did write a long post this time... and before i could finish spell checking it all the text vanished...

i didn't even post it this time...

if this stuff keeps on happening i might have to move away from Vox and go back to melodramatic.com... but... i really like it here better...

i like that there are older people here mixed in with older... that was the problem at melodramatic... everyone was very young... same with myspace and same with live journal...

vox is great... because... i don't know... i don't feel like a big dork for having a blog as much as i did on the other sites...

so... in my post that mysteriously disappeared i wrote about how happy i at my new house...  the girls that live here are really sweet and now everyone affectionately calls me Kiwi (it's a new nickname for me)...  i love it here... i finally feel at home...

i also wrote that I'm starting to feel bitter about Black Elk... i feel i need to make excuses to go visit.... it mostly in my head but i just don't feel as welcomed as i would like...

but like i said... i know it's all in my head... i know that they still love me... just everyone is really busy....

i actually have been hanging out a lot with Carolyn... which is new to me... she lives right around the corner form me so me visit each other regularly... she such a wonderful girl... it's funny because about a week ago i felt very differently... i felt that she was very negative to me... but now i see it that she jokes with me because she can... that's what friends do... it's harmless fun...

what else did i write?

maybe i need to type my text in Word before i put it here so it doesn't get deleted before or after i post it...

k
love
Kiwi

vox is frustrating sometimes...

i try to post stuff and a lot of the times the text doesn't show up...

i just deleted another post...

so... quick summary... i saw Little Miss Sunshine with Black Elk house mates and enjoyed it immensely...  i love that the humor was over the top but not at the same time... i love that beauty was shown in things that we usually don't think are beautiful... i loved everyone in that family... especially the mute boy (he was so beautiful) and the little girl... i love the way the movie ended... it was so perfect... 

the last post i went into how the people in the movie reminded me of the people of Black Elk... how lovely they are... and i went into how amazing the new people at that house were...

but...  i don't feel like writing about it again...

i can talk about Rachel... how crazy i am about her... and how i keep on messing up on asking her out... but... i will leave that for another day as well...

and i can talk about my worries of the new house... that there is no community... but...

i should finish cleaning my room... I'm really close... i have so much shit!

love
kiwi
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what Kiwi is listening to right now

Oh My Golly!
by the Pixies

Pixies-SurferRosa

Entro las Pinones y la ola es pequena,
Oh my Golly!

Vamos para la luna caribe,
Oh my golly!
Besando chichando con surfer rosa,
Oh my golly!,
Se fue su madera
Oh my golly!

Rosa oh oh oh Rosa,

Yo soy playero pero no hay playa,
Oh my golly!
Bien perdida la surfer rosa,
Oh my golly!

La vida total es un porqueria porqueria,
Oh my golly!
Esto no es mas, que vida!
Oh my golly!
Rosa oh oh oh Rosa

[TRANSLATION]

I enter Pinones and the wave is small,

10 oh my golly!

Pixies

on another blog site i asked everyone to tell me their top ten books and their top ten movies...

for six months I'm collecting info and in the end I will present a list of the top 100 books and movies...

i kind of want to do that here but it would be hard on Vox because it's hard to reach a lot of people without going to everyone's personal blog to tell them about it..

that would be annoying for me and the people i hit up...

but just for fun...

anyone who reads this...

tell me what you like to read and watch...

i know personal favorites change as much as trends do...

so think of it this way...

name 10 books and 10 movies that have changed your life...

like for me... To Kill a Mockingbird was the first book that changed my attitude toward reading... after that book i craved to read all the time...

and Wings of Desire changed the way i looked at life...

if enough people share with me then i'll start a six month collection like I'm doing at the other site...

but until then, i think it would be interesting to see what everyone here reads and watches and maybe why they moved you/changed you (you don't have to tell me why... you can just share your list... but it would be cool to know the whys)

ok...

love

kiwi

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what Kiwi is listening to right now

Share Your Love With Me

by Susan Tedeschi

Susan

It's an ill wind that blows no good, 
and it's a sad heart that won't love like it should 
Oh, how lonesome you must be, 
and it's a shame if you don't share your love with me 
It's a heartache when love is gone, 
but it's bad and even sad later on 
There's no one blinder than he who won't see, 
and it's a shame if you don't share you love with me 
I can't help it if she is gone, 
you must try to forget you must live on 
It's a good thing to love someone, 
but it's bad and even sad when it's not returned 
Oh how lonesome you must be, 
and it's a shame if you don't share your love with me 
And I said it's a shame if you don't share your love with me 
Oh yeah 

right now it's 12:34am...

all my friends are off doing friend things...

and i'm here listening to Regina Spektor...

i kind of wanted everyone to go away... 

but what will i do tomorrow...

love
kiwi