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i might be getting worst...
i started smoking again...
last night i drank a 5th of Jack Daniels and smoked tons of cigarettes...
and today i bought a pack of Camel Lights..
i'm not sure why but it just felt empowering to do stuff that i know that i shouldn't
but i can't smoke after this pack... my rebellion needs to be only for the weekend...
i'm going to call the doctor again and i'm going to start exercising and i'm going to keep my mind filled with good thoughts...
i really want to be happy...
i want a life filled with love...
i can't let my life slip anymore...
love
kiwi