1 post tagged “lonely”
i feel better....
i was feeling real grumpy the last few days and all of a sudden i snapped out of it...
not sure why i was so down... i guess partly money reason and my my glasses breaking kind of setting me back...
but tonight was nice... it was one of the first night that i enjoyed being around my new house mates...
i rarely see everyone but tonight we all had dinner together and we were all laughing and acting like a co-op should (like a family)...
i thought that i would never feel that way... but... i just needed to give it some time...
I'm feeling a little out casted by Black Elk... i want to see them more but sometime i don't really feel welcome by them... i know it's all in my head but it's hard to hang out when they live on the other side of town...
and i guess I've been feeling lonely... like i said, this house doesn't really hang out as a house like Black Elk does... so i miss that... and I'm missing the company of a woman... it's been so long since my last relationship (about a year ago) i just can't find anyone that get along with...
but all is well...
i just bought tickets to see the Mates of State show this Sunday!! I'm really geeked about it... i think Kori Gardner and Jason Hammel are the cutest couple ever...
OK... i like to sleep early tonight...
love
kiwi
i was feeling real grumpy the last few days and all of a sudden i snapped out of it...
not sure why i was so down... i guess partly money reason and my my glasses breaking kind of setting me back...
but tonight was nice... it was one of the first night that i enjoyed being around my new house mates...
i rarely see everyone but tonight we all had dinner together and we were all laughing and acting like a co-op should (like a family)...
i thought that i would never feel that way... but... i just needed to give it some time...
I'm feeling a little out casted by Black Elk... i want to see them more but sometime i don't really feel welcome by them... i know it's all in my head but it's hard to hang out when they live on the other side of town...
and i guess I've been feeling lonely... like i said, this house doesn't really hang out as a house like Black Elk does... so i miss that... and I'm missing the company of a woman... it's been so long since my last relationship (about a year ago) i just can't find anyone that get along with...
but all is well...
i just bought tickets to see the Mates of State show this Sunday!! I'm really geeked about it... i think Kori Gardner and Jason Hammel are the cutest couple ever...
OK... i like to sleep early tonight...
love
kiwi
